Possibly Missing?

Entertain my thoughts for now. I am probably just tired and I know that a rest will do me wonders. But I must ask myself: I have set all these goals for myself in order to better myself and equip myself for God's service, but am I missing something?? The one thing I have always yearned for secretly within my heart past my independent exterior is the security of my own family. I have always talked myself out of even thinking of having a man and focusing on the fact that I have acceptance from God. But is it possible to have someone that is on the same path as me? Is it possible to be able to have that family of my own and I don't have to ever leave it? ahhh...just rambilings late in the night. Sleep well....remember your families...hold them close to your heart, pray for them...be there for them....and love them.